12th December 2021:
Yesterday it was my birthday and I spent all day by my self in The Portable Workstation, UNINTERRUPTED... actually I slept half the morning, woke up at 3pm with the headphones in my ears playing my favourite song over and over, and then I started drafting a plan for my wedding IN 2022, to my FIANCEE FLORIAN TIZIANI.
For the Wedding Gift Wish List I only noted two things, see the image below... anything is possible.
13th December 2021:
Just this morning, Manu, from 'Jour Restaurant' (whose returning to her home town Bordeaux next week)' kindly offered to be my wedding planner but I'm very, very fussy and therefore I WILL BE DOING MY OWN WEDDING PLANS... The date however will be scheduled for the very next day, after my divorce to Bradley Agius in 2022 (via the tribunal in 75017 - which will be opened in front of the judge by ONLY Olivier Ganem on my behalf... see the previous posts); Bradley Agius has now apparently changed his mind about divorcing me, but it's no longer negotiable, FLORIAN is my destiny and I knew that from the very first moment I looked into his big beautiful blue eyes.
...and the level of jealousy my engagement to Florian TIZIANI, has aroused is beyond my comprehension; I mean ' WHY ON EARTH would you be jealous of a woman whose ENGAGED to a man who obviously doesn't love you (or the ring would be on your finger not mine!)???
...and I have eyes FOR NO OTHER!
I Don't believe in a wedding gift wish list, I don't know who invented such a demand. When I am invited to a wedding I buy what I want for the bride and the groom, I might not have the same budget as other people and I don't accept feeling inadequate because I can't tick anything off the so called wish list... and if you don't know what to get for someone whose getting married, then do what my Fiancee FLORIAN did, put 100buks in an envelope and wish us a long and happy life together. If everyone did that our honeymoon would be paid, and WE would remember that.
So now the situation is reversed, I am asked to write down my wedding wish list, which I think is uninviting... I'll put down a red Ferrari, a 5 Star hotel, a boat on the French Riviera, a Harley Davidson and Princess Diana's original wedding gown, and a signature jacket belonging to Micheal Jackson... So you get the picture now, how silly it is to demand a wedding gift wish list. If you want me to give you my list that's what I'll ask for because I don't do anything by halves.
Personally, I think people should buy whatever wedding gift they want, I mean, they're welcome to group and discuss gift among themselves so that they're not doubling up (or maybe they would like to share the costs on something big like our return tickets to N.Y. for example...) but demanding a list of items from your guests is in my opinion a little less inviting - gifts should be a surprise not a demand; like my elegant engagement ring from FLORIAN Tiziani, that I chose with the money he offered (and everyone loves it - it's very very pretty on my finger - it's not about the cost and it would be stupid to put a 20 thousand euro engagement ring on my finger when I can't even lock the door at night); and the letter attached to my surprise beautifully written in French that said I LOVE YOU, I want you to be my wife... was more important than the money for the ring.
In fact when I first saw the money and Florian's signature, I started a list in my head of what I wanted to do with it, for example; get my hair styled cut, have a shower, stock up on pasta and lentils, and buy some new underwear and a good pair of comfortable sports shoes... but then I noticed the letter written in French and decided to get it translated first to establish Florian's intentions... and then, I purchased the ring as instructed, and now our engagement is official.
A wedding is not about the gifts. A wedding gift wish list puts too much focus on the gifts. IT'S actually about two people who love each other so much that they want to spend the rest of their lives in each other's company, to love and to hold, to respect and be faithful, through sickness and good health, the good times and the bad, till DEATH do them part (it's not about how many kids she can have or how much money he's got); but with soul mates like me and FLORIAN, we will be together even in the afterlife, because this is not an ordinary comittment that he can so easily have with any other girl, this is Destiny and I'm the one for him.
My FLORIAN TIZIANI, was born back into this life to spend what time he has left with me and despite being older than him, he will die before me at God's first call, which is already written... this conversation will be detailed in the last chapter of my autobiography titled, 'Betrayed Not Beaten'.
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